HNY+CURHAT

HAPPY NEW YEAR 2011

i wish this year will be better than last year!

i hope i get good for UN. pass the high school i want.

improve my coloring skill!
amin. amin. amin.

hiya :) looooooooooong time no post in this blogger. i post to much in livejournal but now im not in the mood to post something  there. i miss blogger. so yeah huhu. fisrt i want to curhat and this curhat thing will be written in indo.

blah. capek ngomong bahasa inggris. harus mikir iniah itulah. iri juga sama orang yang udah bisa nulis bahasa inggris tanpa mikirin tense-tense-nya itu. blah blah blah. tapi kalau ulangan bahasa indonesia dipikir-pikir kalau dibandingin sama bahasa inggris emang lebih mudah bahasa inggris. tunggu. kok malah ngomongin bahasa indonesia -_- lanjut keintinya aja deh.

lagi GALAU GILA. kenapa? tanya teman-teman saya. saya... saya... kesal. masalahnya saya merasa seperti tidak bisa dipercaya. sejak smp temen-temen sd juga udah gapernah share-share cerita lagi dan saya menjadi merasa.. ditinggal? hm. gatau deh. terus di smp pun saya emang bukan model orang yang bisa diajak curhat karena saya gak suka denger mereka ngomongin cowok ini cowok itu. kayak... hidupmu itu bukan cuman buat cowok.

sebenernya bukan itu dengg. bukan karena saya gasuka denger mereka ngomong cowok sih. kadang juga saya pingin denger. (yah, godaan setan namanya. habisnya mereka suka bisik-bisik depan orang. ergh) masalahnya setelah saya dengerin cerita mereka, saya gabisa nanggepinnya. gangerti mau ngomong apa soalnya saya bukan tipe orang yang mikirin cowok lalalalilili~~

saya emang punya temen lumayan deket di SMP. yah, sejenislah gamikirin pacar gebetan lalala cowok cewek terserah itulah tapi temen-temen saya yang itu kayak udah dicap (? bingung ngomongnya) pokoknya setiap saya mau sekelompok sama mereka pasti temen saya yang saya kurang nyambung sama dia udah minta buat mereka jadi satu kelompok. terus saya selalu jadi anak sisa bareng temen saya.

dan saya kesal. KENAPA KALIAN NGEGROUP? KASIAN ANAK SISA KAYAK SAYA ;0; anak cewek di kelas cuman 10. 3 anak punya geng sendiri. 5 orang udah dicap (yang saya ceritain tadi) 2 sisa termasuk saya. entaaaaah :"( apalagi kalau lagi disuruh kerja kelompok saya sebagai anak sisa kesusahan harus ikut kelompok yang mana. 

hhhhhrrrrr. EMANG JADI CEWEK ITU GAENAK. GAENAK. GAENAK. huhuhuhuhuhu ;_; GALAAAAAUUUU. makannya setiap ke sekolah saya harus bawa i-pod. terus kalau lagi galau tinggal mainin lagu terus membayangkan kalau saya ini ada di ToV :D hahah gila ini sih. hahahah saya gila memang ya sudahlah. 

DAN INTINYA SAYA KESEPIAN (apabanget) gadeng maksud saya.. saya gamau jadi kacang. nggak sih. kalau kata temen saya, saya itu pelawak di kelas tapi taulah.. pelawak aja galebih. numpang ketawa bareng aja. yasudahlah. terserah emang itu hak mereka sih mau sama saya atau nggak. 

gatau mau ngomong apalagi. huhu. maaf banyak bacot dan rasanya saya egois banget disini. tapi ya.. namanya juga curhat. maaf ya kalau kelihatannya emang salah saya. hahaha.

Art blog

YEAH, I DONT WANT TO SPAM YOU WITH MY UNIMPORTANT BADASS PICTURES Q_Q SO MAYBE I'LL MAKE AN ART BLOG. 

i dont want to spam deviantart too -_-

but i dont know what web hosting should i use? fc2? tumblr? any suggestion? uuuuu. ok, the time for unyu doodles :>

 

Chibinanana

UFGHDFJS OMG OMG im really in a chibi mode on right now. there're so many wonderful adorable sfsldfhsh omgomg cuteee chibi artist out there Q//Q i envy theeeeem so much.

OH YEAH, I GOT NO STYLEEE. MY STYLE DEPEND ON MY MOOD. SO YEAH. WHO CARESSSS (KICKED) OTL.

mememe, and yeah. chibi virus makes me draw too much chibi. but mine isnt as cute or adorable as them, the wonderful omgomg cute adorable kidnapable (?) chibi artist xD

yojuuuuuu

lasuuuuu 

yojuuuuulasssuu. this is not yurii or shoujo ai or anything i just got stuck at the pose

jsdfsfldlfjskdfjlsdjal SOOOO FAILEDDD Q_Q IM FAILED AT EVERYTHING. LINERART, COLOR, AHHHHDFSAKS.

i cant control my lineart pressure (idk what they call it). the heavy and the soft one is in da wrong place. like FAILED, FAILED, FAILED.  

and and the color just uuuuuu i wanna be profesional someday uuuuuu (too much dreaming) and and and boooo at least i tryy to make it good -_- but im still fail ;_;

aaaaahhhh im so lazyy. i have some unimportant TO later. AKLGDLSFJSKD so lazzzyyyy!! please kidnap me anyonee uuuuuuuu 

ok byeeeeeeeeeeeee sorry for my english ;_;

Acolabs #5 Book!

ok, right now i wanna tell u about my school comic book called Acolabs :> this book has produce five edition and im going to tell u about the lastest edition!! The fifth acolabs book!

so this is the cover. my senior made it. this edition is made by the 17 generation. im in the 18 generation. so, im not really participating in this edition.

and so im going to tell u the best comic in this edition base on my oponion.

the fisrt is the Black Spell Rebellion (/'0')/ made by my lovely beautiful senior sis' Shila!! btw Shila is not her real name you'll know her real name if u buy this book ;)

aaaah i adore her very much much much. her drawing is supa cool!! the body propotion is just extremely AAAHHH *A* the other thing that make me in love with this comic is the OUTFITS, LINEART and the COMIC TONE (idk what they call it)

she extremely good at designing the outfits and the identation (lekukan) of the clothes is just amazing *o*

the lineart is so neat and cool (10C cant make neat lineart. so she's so overreacting when she finds neat lineart) NO IM NOT OVERREACTING HEH. THE LINEART IS TRULY NEAT AND AHH YOU KNOW xD

and the comic tone too!! how did she survive from the tiring inking thing? look at the her page. a lot of blacky-blacky panels there. i bet her hand's really tired :0 but really, she's so cool!

of course beside the artist, i love the story too but, but, THE ATTRACTING ONE IS DA DRAWING!! but the author is great too.. and, um, actually i dont know the author even if we are in the same school, um.

OR she's not in da same school with me?? hum. mystery (SHOT)

ok, and now lets see the pagie-pagie in this comic :]

arent this pages cool!? look the line at the lineart and the tone. it's creepy but awesome and there are a lot of handsome guy too >//<

uah! i almost forgot to tell u the story. ok, this comic tell u about a young man whose body isnt his. suddenly, the owner come to get his body with the help of a mysterious lady and the story continues..

ARGH I CANT MAKE SUMMARY. JUST BUY THE BOOK. anyway it's still the prologue.

ok, lets move to the other comic. so, the other one is the Marienfanden!

the awesome comic made by my awesome senior sis' Lina (fake name)

sis Lina is sooooo awesome, extremely awesome at making body propotion, pose, hands, legs, expression and her coloring is soooooooooooooooo awesome.

she's awesome at making views, bg, bulidings, water too. uuuu i envy heeeer xI

awesome. awesome. awesome. that's all what i can say. why? because she's AWESOME :D

and the story is about two bestfriend that shouldn't be together and can't be together. read the comic. the story is awesome xD

for the final i wanna show you my lameeee picture for the fanart. it's supaaa lame lame lame lame lame.

i made it rush and sketchy because THAT WAS THE LAST DAY TO SUBMIT FOR THE FANART SECTION AND I HAVENT DRAW ANYTHING YET AND AND AND IM PANIIIC AND LATEEEE Q_Q (ok, this is too overreacting) so, my senior gave me a paper to draw and there's only pen and i have to hurry and so yeah, lame. lame. lame.

blah, my drawing skill is soooooooo far from sis' Lina and sis' Shila ;_; i want their skill. please give it to meeee (THROWNTOTHESEA)

if you are interested with this acolabs book. just comment or email me xD but, i'll ask my senior fisrt and the price isn't too expensive. only Rp 15.000

and there will be the SIXTH ACOLABS BOOK and this book is where im participating! so, wait for it!! Hehehe!

and sorry for the lame engrish. at least i try right :]